Sorry your boobs tried to kill you.
I have always tried to be grateful for the people and things I have in my life. I have had tragedies in my life, as has just about everyone. Life is about ups and downs. I try to stay positive, maybe I’m just stubborn. This whole cancer thing has brought a heightened sense of appreciation and awareness to me. When you are not up to doing anything, everything seems wonderful! You can’t believe how much I have enjoyed having company and visiting with people, and the laughter, what a pleasure! Sometimes you have to laugh so you don’t cry! You would not believe how much joy I am getting from being able to do silly little things like cleaning my house or watering the plants! I am so happy to be able to do the laundry and put it away!
Part of my getting back in shape routine is grooming my horses every day. Now if you’re not a horse person this time of year they are shedding their winter coats, yes even in Florida, which requires quiet a bit of elbow grease! I couldn’t have done this a few weeks ago. I am so happy to be able to go for short walks, everything is blooming and the weather is wonderful. Just being able to do more than one thing before having to sit down and rest is fantastical! Is that a word? I can’t wait every evening to tell the guys, I did this, this, and this before I had to sit down! The list is getting longer every day. It truly is the little things!
I am feeling much stronger everyday. I have the energy to be silly again! I was thinking about getting tattoos under my boobs that says, Good Girl under one and Bad Girl under the other! What do ya think? LOL. I am practicing my cello again and starting back to lessons, poor Jim(my teacher) I don’t know how he puts up with that awful squaling!? I am painting again. Life does go on!